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~ Siti Humairak

You are the most beautiful person I ever met. I am grateful to have met you in my life. You complete me baby. 

All I want is to hold your hands forever. Your hug and kisses are my favourite. I want you till my last breath. Only you HJ💍 

Missing you a little bit too much. It hurts😢 I love you in all ways, always. And I’m sorry for my shitty attitude lately. Ugh 

Xoxo💋

Strange or normal feeling? 

~ Siti Humairak

Looks like it’s not going to be a weekly post anymore huh? (because why the f not).

Apparently I am having this feeling which I don’t know to call strange or normal. It has been happening to me almost everyday, during random timing. It’s like a mixture of sad + insecure. (though I have 100% assurance that people surrounding me love me for who I am).

This feeling sucks as it changes my mood from 100-0. I must say that it’s hard to stay positive no matter how much you tried but this will not be the end. I have to fight and push harder to get out from this feeling. I will heal soon, I promise❤

Apologies for the boring story. I know I have mentioned on my previous post to share an interesting topic. Wait for it okay!!!😘

Above pic; may it helps me to have unstoppable positivity in my daily life. Only god knows. Talk to you people very soon👋

Xoxo💋

Welcome back 

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It feels great to start writing once more. I’ve stopped previously because I wasn’t prioritising it? Now that the hype is there, maybe a new post every week? Howboudahhh hehe

For today’s post, I’m going to share what I did the whole day. Basically rotting at home because I had no plans and my bf is working. Looking forward to his off days though. 

I woke up slightly late and felt regret for not sending off my big brother to the airport. He has safely reached Iran. I pray that he will always be protected and stay away from all the bad things. Ameen❤ 

First thing first, I cleaned up my bed and did the house chores with my 2nd brother. We only took 45 minutes?? Then, I went to shower while my mum cook ayam masak merah. After a quick lunch, I watched some of the TV shows (probably the TV is watching me) because I spent most of the time playing my phone. 

Time has passed and it was already at night which means my bf has ended work (thought I could talk to him more) but I happen to feel so shitty half way. Well… One of those nights where you feel insecure and your attitude fucked up. 

We didn’t had a proper ways/time to work things out (my bf slept on me) but I believe we are going to, later in the morning?? I couldn’t bear with this feeling. Not anymore.  

Anyways that’s it for now. I will write weekly I guess? I’ll come back with a new topic. Hopefully an interesting one. Goodnight people! Sweetest dreams💭

Reminder: Have faith, stay positive and keep smiling. Don’t sweat the small stuffs (this to wherever I go). Inspired by C.A

 Xoxo💋